伤了吗？

近来，有些忧郁吧。。。 所以，想用最熟悉的华语来表达我的心情。。。

不懂是否人长大了，从心里发出的快乐逐渐减少，烦恼却越来越多。。。

先说学业，
真的很希望可以顺利在今年九月到大学去升学，但是，现在什么都还没准备和伸请，让我觉得很不踏实。。

他，
是我第一次真的喜欢的人。。。不懂为什么会喜欢他，完全不符合我的条件，也明知他心里不可能是我，可是，就是那么傻，去喜欢上一个不该喜欢的人。。。 面对他，必须强颜欢笑得告诉他想知的事情，见到，听着，想着，心里，只有心痛。。。 真的很痛，可是，现在应该适应了吧，所以，即使心痛，也是适应的麻木。。。装着没一回事。。。 选择，对他冷淡，唯一的逃避伤口加深的方法。。无论他发觉也好，不发觉也罢。。。 而我，试着不去理会。。。很傻的我，去在意一个不会在意我的人。
他，会明白这一切吗？
understand or not, the ending still the same,isn't it...


朋友，
很难找到一个可以100%分享生活的人。。。是因为之前太依赖朋友，还是我变得太多愁伤感了。。。还是，都太忙了。。。

我，伤了吗？

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Today i decided somethng...

He will sacrifice himself to help me, he said... >.<>

Trying to learn what he said n commented...

Thx.

Cheers!

Recently

Watched Harry Potter today... I m HP fanzzz,forever! But honestly this Half Blood Prince really disappointing... Bored!!!

N thx Miss Cindy for her LIMITED EDITION White Choc! Thx! I LOVE CHOC VERY MUCH!
^^

Dun feel like want to hang out... Realy tiring this few days... & i m broke...

Going to meet Terry(hair stylist) for relaxing my hair this Sat... Maybe dye n cut too... Depends on wats his comment... BROKE!!!

So many Qs n troubles in my mind now... Disturbing... Annoying... Decreasing my happiness... :( Really frustrated... Studies, Future, Result, Friends, Fact, U...

Studies, Future, Result

• Must PASS my exam!
• Monash/ Nottingham
• The deadline to apply Uni etc

Friends, Fact

• Dunno what ppl thinking... They are real or fake
• Feel like friends that can b trusted bcm less n less when getting older

U

• Still cant put him down yet
• Damn frustrating

Good luck plz come to ME!!!

HAHA!

Another emo post... :p

25 mins to go

25 mins to go, a new day coming, 11/7/90...

I m older 1 yr,again! haha!

Thx for all my buddies wishes,again!

Thanks for all treats! ^^

Looking forward for tomolo celebration!

Ciao!

Happy birthday!

7/10/90... 19TH!

Happy 19th birthday!!!

Officially 19th!

Hope all the wishes come true! HEHE!

MY birthday!

Wanna Smile alwys!

Dun b so emo!

Thx fo all my buddies wishes!

Love u all! Muaks! :p

Wanna... Wondering...

I wanna act cool,

I wanna keep myself far away from u,

i wanna isolate myself from u,

i wanna ignore u when u talk to me,

i wanna keep to normal,everything...

Wondering should i go for the date, to vanish the feelings toward u...

Oh god,class start tomorrow, bye bye my holiday!!! >.<

The past

Past will be past,

Forever,

Wont 4gt, but just fed up!

Riminding myself,alwys! :p

Pavilon outing

Oh yea... will be balik kampung for my cousin's wedding chinese tradition in 4 more hours... I force to be following family balik kampung... ==! What to do... i will bring my F4 n F5 economics books to prepare my lecturer... HEHE... I will be private tutor! Not sure yet the subject... But econs is sure... maybe moral studies... haha!

Back to yesterday,went pavilion with Kit Yeng!!! We had lunch @ Sakae ordered too much (Foods are definitely better than KLCC & Pyramid alot!!!), Tea Time @ Chocolate lounge, and ofcoz, girl all time favourite - shopping session!!!

Btw there's some international musical school i think, they were presenting orchestra

small group but great music they played

some of them were waiting

Tea time,nice choc they serve

N YEA!!! I found my jacket!!! From ZARA!!! Super happy!!!

About 4 sent Kit Yeng back home... And rushed home... Unpredictability, my friend called for movie, but i FFK, sorry la emergency mission gt to finish... HAHA! Luckily he sold out the ticket, din waste money! Anyway,went for yamcha,we talked about degree and acca... i m still dunno which to choose!

I m broke!!! Recently bough too much clothes! N someone still owe me 1 meal,haha!

Class start next tues! Cant wait to meet u guys!

Balik kampung in 4 more hrs! Ciao!