我知道

我认为是时候让您从我的心走出来,

不管是否愿意, 我必须如此做. 我从早知道是这个的结尾,但是拒绝让您走… 现在自己受伤了, 决定了, 这么做是最佳的方式来维护当前关系…

我知道您将喜欢其他人除了我…请停止要求我告诉您发生什么发生, 您使我想要在您面前哭泣…我不可能告诉您… 不要使情况变坏…就是开不了口... 让你知道 …就让沉默 代替所有回答... 虽然我告诉您但您不可能改变什么… 是??

有些感受, 我和您谁都不曾说出口 ...我们之间隐藏了什么??我感觉到...

不要再对我说谎了... 我知道您仍然喜欢她...

为什么还倔强，为什么还愚笨...请告诉他 ...我不爱他 ...笑著难过 ...想终止这一切挣扎...请告诉 我怎么不爱你...

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thursday

Today headed to library to study... meet khai yin,faisal, lynn shane, choong oon and other friend in library... studied T7,freaking tired after did Q50 til Q57...


3 Days later will b the very 1st paper to exam... T6...


Hope can pass all 4 papers... must study hard for last minute d... ciaoz...

Current

At 1st,i tot is the time i can return 'it' back to u... I decided,i felt i can do it... But,a touch,a sentence changed my mind... So,i still standing on the current position,without make any changes... Coz i believed,GOD wil arrange all the things... But now,i felt slightly free and happy coz i not so bother and care anymore aft i practiced so many times... Ur business i dun wan care and bother so much... Not only ur business,is everyone...



Standing here, no move...
Let the time decide all d things...
whatever the things can b...
Accept,with d positive mood and mind...
Just want to focus to my studies,
And this also the best therapy...



Cheers!
Study study!
t7 & t8!

Realized

Realized...
the impossible...
and i cant understand why u did that...
many many unexplainable things i want to know, bcs i care??
but now,i m tired...
although i want to know,but i have no more 'energy' to ask...


Realized...
this world not only 1 or 2 ppl...
cant stop u nor others...
just let it b wat u wan to b...


Realized...
what for so busybody to 'pull' a friend from 'hot water'...
ppl never appreciate it rite...
and wat happened,
make me understood the status...
stopped to b a busybody,
b wat u wan to b...
i tired...
dun wanna acted stupid again...
dun care dun bother...


Stop kept asking me wat happened...
i dun wanna tell...
u r the main point,
thats y i dun wanna tell...
choose better shut up and say nothing,
the best way to avoid 'HURT' & 'STUPID'...
U r rite,
WHO I M???
i shouldn't so straight forward,
I should just tell the 'sweet word' without hurt ur feelings??
as a friend,just tel u the truth and hope u can improve urself...
if u aren't my friend,
i m lazy to bother u and y make myself so busybody...
Now,no bother!!!




start my t8... ciaoz... >.<

EXAM COMING!!! >.<

OH MY GOSH!!!

Exam coming in 20+ days!!! FINAL!!! Cant pass all 4 papers then half year to extend... >.<> Study hard and believe myself!!! And PRAY!

MUST PASS ALL 4 PAPERS!!!


GOD BLESS ME!!!

** Study hard... Pay 100% attention!!! No hang out!!!

FOCUS FOCUS!!! >.<

La Pasta

Since today was holiday,i decided to cook lunch by myself.... Not instant noodle or porridge...

Is Macaroni Cheese!!!

At first i m so lazy to prepare those ingredient (just 3 stuffs...><)... But suddenly Kit Yeng face came into my head... I rmb she said... 'Y i asked u so many times either u cook the pasta alrd & ur ans alwys NO!'... ==!

OKOK...



SO I GIVE A TRY!!!

I prepared the ingredients as the directions state on the packet:

310ml of water

125ml of low fat milk
4.5g of butter

Btw,stir continuously whilst returning to boil and simmer to 7 mins... Stirring occasionally...

3 of those ingredients mix togeter

add the contents of packet

boiling...

almost done!

+

Cheese

WELL...
NOT BAD LA THE RESULT... ><

Not yellow color 1.... TT

The original tastes not so good(i thnk)... Then i added some garlic chives,mixed herbs,black peppers,cheese and bit salt... AND... It tastes better... ^.^



The packet stated 4serves/packet... i dun thnk so... 2-3ppl stil ok la... 4 serves/packet i thnk almost 20 macaroni/ppl... ==!


besides, i m on diet... n today Macaroni Cheese totally spoil my plan!! Anyway,just lunch only wat... dinner have drinks only lo... ><

ENJOY!

Sunway ACCA 2008 Camp...

final group pic
time to say goodbye! took bfr pack our bagage



group photo(bfr games)
(amelia,me,alicia,ronald,jessie,leng zai,mutesh,faisal,yong hong)



aft games.... c how clean we are!

cheers!



funny pose...



what happened???


say CHEESE!




Finally,all the participants get the dvd last week... Inside the dvd got 690pics(kit told me) and videos(performance)...


Acty i never tot of join this camp,but since Evelyn and Kit Yeng wanna take part,so just why dun just have fun??!


This pics and videos make me refreshed back my memories toward the camp... I m the member of group India.. Yeah,i quite enjoyed it! And the memory will alwys in my mind...