思

不知不觉中，我在书上涂鸦着你的名字

不知不觉中，思想飘向了你

不知不觉中，习惯成自然的想见到你

明知痛的，却停不了

明知结局，却管不了

明知愚蠢，却改不了

我的要求很简单，只想看见你

我的想法很简单，只要你爱我

要的结局很简单，只要你就好

你可不可以，帮我完成我的愿望？

What i thought abt recently

Been long time not update my blog with my little bit broken english n emo writings lol... Well, today i m not going to hav an emo post... Coz i have nothing to emo lol... Or i should say, i learnt how not to be emo anymore... Gone? that's it... XD

This world hav too many types of human... Countless... Indefinable... Good,Bad? Not specific enuf? Complicated, simple, childish, emo-flicks, cold hearted etc...

Realized that, sometimes, ur caring doesnt alwys accepted by the people u try to care abt... I mean, very minority of our friends... What we can do? just do nothing... Or, i should only care about the only closest friends i m with...? Well, thats true abt wat my friend told me when we chit chat-ed @ Snowflakes, Pavillion... She said 'Nowadays dun wan b ke po anymore... Since nt every friends i m closest with and not really knw them well... Talked alot wrong alot... Cz we dunno them well...!'

Hmmm... watever la....

Fate,

when it's urs, u cant escape from it,

when it's not urs, no matter how hard u tried to grab it, it will still fly away...

i wondering, why lotsa ppl still wanna banging their head over the wall since they knew it's a past... Self torturing both physically n mentally everyday... Why dun try to let it go, dun think too much abt it... Too free? Plan ur time with library, hang out-s, travels, works n etc...

Well, ppl said, ' i tried, but it's not as easy as u say' or 'diff ppl diff matter'... However, i do believe, WE ALWYS HAV A CHOICE... A choice u choose to set urself free or self torturing...

By ur very own way, but ends with same result- ' I SET MYSELF FREE LIAO'... Like Maths, lotsa diff ways to settle the given Q and ends up with same ans... :)

I never said tat, u will have no feelings at all when u meet/contact with the ppl that u loved/loving the most once upon a time/now...

We are human, memories cant b deleted like what our lappie/pc/ipad doing... Recycled bin n vanished...!

But at least, u will never feel so bad n hurts... Mayb u will just flash back ur memories n worst, u will emo half day??

'U can choose not to 4gt those memories, but u must learn how to put them down...'

Life alwys fullfill with options... Or we should say, options make our life... :)

BoA

Korean Wave? I love BoA... :D

My like energize song recntly :)

Just found a song that's so energize... N most important is, I LIKE IT...! XD

My favourite vocalist - Blake!

Woohoo... Abandoned my blog for quite a long time... So, is time to update my blog abit by...... MY FAVOURITE VOCALIST!!! BLAKE!

Below is the info of Blake:

• Members: Humphrey Berney, Jules Knight, Stephen Bowman, Ollie Baines
• Nationality: UK
• Years active: 2007-present
• Type: Vocal Group
• Studio Albums: 3
• Record Sales: 500,000+
• Record Label: Blake Records (previously UCJ)
• Biggest Markets: UK
• Website Links: Official Website, Facebook,Twitter, Myspace

ARTIST OVERALL RATINGS (?)

• Importance:
• Success:
• Talent:
• Interpretation:
• Creativity:

*Credit frm www.classical-crossover.co.uk

My favourite among their songs!!!

Falling in love with 'Blake' now... Had went to Speedy and Rock Corner for their CDs, but unfortunately, both of the store din have their albums... Seems like they not yet sell their albums in M'sia???

SAD CASE LAAAA! TT

Where can i get it? Who can tell me??!

都过去了

Has been long time din update my blog... Busy, no mood to update and nt everythng were suit to be share on public...

Recently, I had saw a post,by my friend... he wrote, "Friendship was just like contract, some signed a yr agreement and some whole life"... I have to agree abt his sentences although trying hard not to accept that's fact...

觉得，还是用华语比较贴切我的心情。还有，其他理由。

很久以前就想把这一段心声给写出来，可是不想制造误会，所以不写了。现在把它写出来，也因为想起一个曾经很要好的朋友，感触。

中学的生涯很开心，至少有一班坦诚，可以信赖，会保护我的朋友。到了上学院大学，刚开始还是保持着那种人人都可以信赖的心态，完全没有要想过提防任何人。可是，一次的戏，让朋友点醒，你被利用了。很记得当时我被点醒时的反应，就好像时间停顿在那一刻，脑子转不过来。虽然都已经是一年多前的事，但是这件事，深刻地刻在我脑海里，因为过后他们所做的事，让我深深地了解，这个社会是很复杂的。。。因为这件事，我在半年内很少再笑， 朋友说，那是我接受实事的适应期。。。 后来，经过时间的洗礼，分清了适合我的朋友，再笑了。

可能，对他们或其他人来说，那是件很平常的事，但是我拒绝成为那一分子。有可能，觉得我很小气，对那件事情还耿耿于怀，其实，我没有，只是， 蟹子的性格就是 ‘原谅了，但是不可能忘了。。。 发生了就无法回头，伤口痊愈了，会留下疤痕。也有可能没有身当其受，不能了解当事人的心情。

假仁假义的朋友，我不需要。朋友不注重数量，而是可贵的品质。坦白，直率就是人与人之间的最基础。

有一个朋友，以前我们真得很要好吧，可是告诉了现在看起来不该告诉的事，答应过不能有第三个人知道，可是他，尽然告诉我的死党。 可以想象，他还告诉了谁。。。认为可以信任的好朋友，也算了，当作什么都没发生，回到以前。可是近来他告诉我，Y 知道了我只告诉几个好朋友的事情，他说，是认识我的人告诉Y... 想不出一个道理，和朋友一起研究去，死党说，他。也是我所猜测，只是，我还选择相信他，我以为我了解他的朋友。其实，我真得很傻。很久都没联络了，之从愚人节那天过后。

有些事情，不想记得或在意那么多。。。 这样或许能让自已好过些，觉得这个世界还有单纯和信赖。。。

现在，我选择了适应接受这种人，毕竟作人圆滑，是这个社会的生存之道。但是，要我成为一分子，不可能。

嗯，不希望有任何误会。 纯粹是个人意见和感想。发泄发泄我的心情。:)

心情舒畅多了。。。明天要开始读书了，该睡了。晚安！

A letter to a ppl i hav no reason to love

To: u

U never know how to respect ppl... All u knw, just want to be straight forward... Straight forward acty is a good attitude, but then it bcm worse like shit from u... All u knw is U R THE ONE ALWYS RIGHT, NOBODY REASONS ARE RIGHT!!!

I hav my own plan... If u dunno what's exactly happening plz never open ur mouth. U think i hopes it happen??? I m also full fill with sadness and lost ... So plz dun pretending u r the only one heartache even though u r not heartache, u are just caring ur FACE.... But curiously, i wondering y u r the one spread out all the things that u thnk they willhav bad influences to ur FACESsss!

Dun blame anyone else! U alwys like tat...

It should b last day/week as i plan bt u just cant shut up ur mouth! I nv want to explain anymore. What i did with my heart last time bcs 'fake ' bcs what u saw ... Is ok, i can understand, bt plz dun alwys hang those WORDS over ur mouth to make ppl sad n lost intention！

What's ur adv? Alwys step ppl intention and maruah! U hav no adv!

I m losing my intention bcs of u!

I avoid to stay with u. And now i m wasting my time to express my anger and grievance, and discontented... And also start over my intention!

I hav no reason to love u.